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2005-01-10T04:08:00.000-08:00

todae went to watch seed of chucky after school with yvonne, shu ping, xue ling, arthur, alex, si ping, and jing yi.. sian lo the show.. so boring.. nt scary.. super lame n disgusting.. LOL.

after eat liao go eat .. haha.. then eat liao.. go gv find xue ling ez link.. but alex go hm first.. plus jing yi n junie nvr eat.. n si ping.. lol.. then go there oso cannot find the ez link..

then we go np gai gai.. then tok abt the fcuking gal.. tok till i pek chek.. i lazy to blog todae lor.. cos so fed up.. n hate her.. to the core.. sucks like hell.. i realli too lazy to write.. next time then write.. bubbyess....

*mWaaahhsss...

`` nEhaaaa.

2005-01-08T17:53:00.000-08:00

``yawnss.. its 9:54 am leh.. so early n tired.. wake up so early just to book the comp.. lol.. aiy0.. yesterdae was out came back at 12 plus.. yesterdae was very fun.. haha.. saw quite a few brooksians...

nth to blog abt todae morning la.. so i'll talk abt yesterdae.. hoho.. nigel called me at 12 plus in the afternoon to meet at 1:30 ocbc.. wahlan.. then i was practically rushing.. bthe change make up everything.. call yvonne she said meet at 1:20pm at our hse bus stop.. biang eh.. i thought i was late.. at 1:25 then i went down.. i called her.. she was bathing.. -_-'' haha.. den i waited at the bus stop but she was faster then execpted .. haha.. in the bus stop saw si hui her sister n dunno hu.. LoL.. biang.. then i couldnt receive smses lor.. dunno wtf m1 doing.. very irritated.. den she came.. took 806.. reach northpoint quite fast la.. then call nigel n shu ping they were already at time zone.. so went up to meet them la.. then they came down we headed straight to suntec city..

go to the arcade there.. the first two person we sae playing ddr was a bu nan bu nu.. bootch? tom boy.. dunno wtf she was.. look like boy .. seriously.. n one more girl.. l0ok like ghost one.. haha.. then nvm la.. we play our own game.. in suntec i only play rock fever.. cos too many ppl i pai seh to play ddr.. cos i so long nvr plae.. thenz.. me shu ping n yvonne took neoprint at there.. then wait for nigel n yvonne to play finish ddr.. we left the arcade.. then we had plenty of time left.. so nigel sponsor cab fare to plaza sing.. we went to the taxi stand.. again saw the bootch n her friend.. n quite a few ppl.. abt 8 of them.. the bootch friend.. kept looking at shuping.. nt looking lor.. is stare.. lol.. realli stare lor.. then shu ping purposely nvr look back at her.. we all oso dont want to give her a chance to find problem with us.. then the stupid idoit bootch ah.. say we bo ji .. then still sae dui diao bo sa la.. fcuker.. then i really buay tahan.. cause they very noisy ah.. then me n shu ping want to diao the stupid girl back.. budden.. the taxi come already.. some more i oso quit being so childish long time back lol.. but still.. really very fed up sia.. then in the taxi we kept tokin abt them.. n we were hoping to see them there at ps..

after a while.. we reached ps.. went to eat at food court.. omg.. behind us were a group of aquas.. realli lor.. omg.. first time i see.. they tok like.. !#$@#$ yucks.. then they walk like walking cat walk.. boys leh? haiyo.. but they left as soon as we sat down cos they eat already wad.. haha.. then we went to uy our food.. all of us eat the dunno wad indonesian food.. not bad la.. yvonne n nigel recommend to me n shu ping.. at food court saw wai shien n her friend.. me n yvonne went to buy drink then ping n nai nai brought the food to table.. lol.. shu ping dunno hw to eat chicken.. eat until drop so many time.. cos the chicken too hard.. lol..

then after eating.. nigel went to plae para para.. lol.. play half way.. gt this crazy small boy.. i think he pri 3 or 2 onli.. come n disturb nigel.. very funny lor.. he jump to the sensor they n dance , jump , kick.. the action very funny.. haha.. yvonne me n ping laugh like siao lor.. the boy really crazy.. i pity his maid.. she was trying to pull him.. then.. in the end the maid pulled him away.. then we were going to go out out the arcade.. then the boy sae bye to us.. then like chase us out of the arcade.. say "i will curse u " me yvonne n ping run put of the arcade laughing.. nigel still slowly walk out.. omg.. realli very funny.. then we went to the arcade upstairs.. play wad ah? oh.. ddr.. wah lau.. play half way.. we saw the aqua gang.. got free show to watch lor.. they keep dancing with each other.. screaming like girls when they lose.. then summore still hug each other.. n kiss each other dunno doin wad.. really very disgusting n funny.. haha.. aqua.. summore one gang go out together.. hahaha.. wahlau.. then at arcade saw kok xiang n his friends.. haha.. then after quite long at the arcade then we go out of there.. cause, we were to engrossed at lookin at aqua.. we decided to take cab to indoor stadium.. cause the concert was starting at 8.. it was already 7 plus lor.. then we took escalator.. going down that time.. saw the aqua gang again n the downstair arcade playing para para.. hahaha.. aiyo.. funny lor.. then when going out of ps.. we saw amritpal n his family.. haha.. shu ping n i walk in front of them.. then she suddenly stop n pull me behind.. i bang on his mother sia.. wahlan eh.. then the mother ask me to behave myself.. so pai seh!! haiis.. haha.. bud quite funny ..

take taxi liao.. go indoor stadium.. me n shu ping go north entrance.. nigel n yvonne go south entrance.. when walkin in.. i nvr see where i walkin.. bang on the wheel.. then gt blood.. but just a small cut.. but pain lo.. then wah lau.. wait so long then start the concert.. haha.. S.H.E sia.. but actualli i nt really like them.. go there song song.. then not even one quarter of the show, me n shu ping went to sit with nigel n yvonne.. quite easy to find though it was dark n so many ppl.. then quite nice ah they performance.. very pretty oso.. then it ended at abt 11 plus.. then shu ping's dad came to fetch us from indoor stadium.. drop nigel first la.. then after that drop me n yvonne at our bus stop.. yawns.. so tired .. laugh till stomach pain.. it was a very fun day lor.. haha..

biang eh.. then until nw i still cannot receive sms.. can someone tell me wad to do? aiyo.. them fed up.. kkz.. i go n eat my breakfast liao.. blog another time.. c yaz..

*mwahhhhsss..

`` nEhaaaa.

2005-01-07T01:06:00.000-08:00

y0z.. didnt blog yesterdae cos didnt come online.. my sister lah..stupid.. take the lap top to school.. come back forget to bring the adaptor.. then cannot on the laptop .. zzz..

finally its friday.. can sleep as long as i wanttt.. Haha.. aiya.. todae almost late for sch.. supposed to meet jing yi nigel n yvonne.. but jing yi late.. so we three went to sch.. go sch.. nth much leh... keep running out of the class blah blah.. as usual day..

then.. after sch, went to long john with shu ping, yvonne, jing yi, xue ling, junie, rachelle, xue ling , xiao n nigel.. after eating.. walk walk in northpoint for a while.. wanted to watch seed of chucky.. but they said monday then watch.. = ( then summore we all need to go hm take money n come out.. quite ma fan.. so didnt lor.. after walkin.. me n yvonne took 804 the rest take dunno wad bus hm..

came home.. bath.. tmd.. want to listen to song oso cant.. i dunno where i put the ear fone.. haha.. then brother watching tv.. h0ho.. so boring sia.. tml maybe going with shu ping nigel n yvonne to watch S.H.E concert.. bud dunno whether confirm anot.. cos maybe xiao wei going.. then no ticket.. summore.. i dont realli like S.H.E. lol. haha..

yah.. so nw tokin with sam la.. asshole sia.. my bracelet all with him.. knn..haiiss.. so tired.. monday might be going to watch seed of chucky.. not confirm oso.. haha.. k la k la.. me end here for todae.. so drowsy. feel like slping.. blog sum other time.. bbubbyesss

*mWaaaahhhh..*

``nEhaaa.

2005-01-05T04:31:00.000-08:00

hellozz.. haha.. today was as usual.. nth much.. went to sch in the morning.. it was drizzling.. zzz.. my poa bk was quite wet.. n so was my uniform.. but nvrmind.. little bit niaz.. hmm..

biang.. dUnno wad the hell to do with my hair.. haiss.. headache ahh.. anyway.. todae had a long chat with her.. so sad sia.. dunno hw to help her.. will try my best de lorss.. haha = ))

arhh.. todae funny thing happened during chem class.. LOL.. mr *h** didnt zip his fly. hahaha.. my god.. i was controlling my laughter lor.. trying nt to laugh out loud.. then my stomach was damn damn pain.. haha

had maths hw.. just finish.. sian lor.. haha.. sch start.. feel like goin back 2 holidae.. holidae.. wanna go school.. dunno wtf sia.. anywayss.. my bag is getting heavier n heavier.. aiy0!!

these days like nth to blog leh.. cos to sian liao.. haha.. very less things 2 blog though any things happen.. cos im too tired to bored.. n s0me stuff is too personal to reveal = )) hoh0.. anywayss.. i'll stop for todae.. wahahass.. write sum other time..

**mWaaaahhhhh.

``nEhaaa.

2005-01-04T03:20:00.000-08:00

haiz.. today is a tiring dayy.. hmm.. today started lesson proper.. everything still can..except for physics.. hoho.. so boring..

nth much happened today.. most of the things went back to usual.. alot of ppl say that wierdo oso change.. so its not that i notice too much hor.. its obvious = ))

n i saw the another him so many times today.. want to see him he nt there.. dont wan to c him.. keep appearing.. LOL. this is call sway..

today gt english hw.. haven finish.. so tired.. after this g0nna do liaoss.. haiiz.. back to normal.. quite boring sia.. stupid.. need to bring so many things 2 school tml again.. irritating u noe!!!~ i noe my hp bill is gonna bomb this time.. *prepared*

tml starting accounts.. omg.. haii.. scarredd!!! haha.. kk la. i really have nth to blog todae.. so bbubbyess all take care!!

*mwaaahhhhh....

``nEhaaa.

2005-01-03T01:17:00.000-08:00

y0z.. aiyo.. today first day of sch.. beginning of the day it was greattt.. but towards the end.. it gt shitty.. anywayz.. woke up at 5:30 todae.. so hard to wake up sia.. cos was on the fone with yen keat till quite late .. like 3 like that.. wahlau.. then went to bathe.. so cold.. but i was awake after that.. damn cold.. went to change.. wear shoe everything.. including packing bag.. i spent super long time on combing hair cos i really dunno wad to do with it.. i was trying to hide the hair colour as much as possible.. then summore i didnt noe whether to tie or just let it down.. in the end in tied.. but regretted so much.. anywayz.. later going to cut my hair.. really dunno wad to do with it.. so many prob.. haha..
so.. i went to meet jingyi at the busstop at about urmm. 6:50.. reached sch at abt 7 lor.. when reached school was feeling quite happy.. n excited.. haha.. hang around at the general office a while.. haha.. yeah.. general office.. = ) it was still super cold.. then went up to the hall.. didnt have any probs finding my class.. haha.. budden no one from my class was there yett.. yea.. den later on followed by the assembly n everything.. felt bloody wierd at that moment.. but happy.. haha... cos dunno oso.. saw so many ppl after a long time.. our principal changed.. ms lam no more.. lol.. anyway.. after all that.. there was attire checking.. my heart was beating every time mr ng walked past me.. well.. god was by my side.. n i didnt get caught for my hair .. = )) in the hall. i tried to peek a little to catch a glimpse of him.. but no.. i didnt see him.. i think he didnt go to sch.. but gd that i didnt see him in a way.. ya.. so after that we went to class.. aiyo.. gt new teacher as form teacher.. sian lor.. nw again sitting at the back of the class .. nice.. but this time my class is small 28 ppl only.. so its good in a way.. but damn quiet lor my class.. dont like a few teachers.. n i think there are ppl in my class who i wish nt to see ery badly.. anywayz.. i was still feeling alrite.. nth much happened.. intro by form teacher.. nagging n orientation stuff by him.. after that followed by pe.. i took my height n weight.. very sad lor.. i still so short.. damn disappointed ar!! den recess.. found out a secret .. damn disappointed in her.. my gosh.. haiss.. dunno wads she thinking also.. anyway.. went back to class.. ahh!! ya ya.. now we can bring hp to sch.. but must off or put silent lor.. cannot use in class.. gd gd.. = )) yea.. after recess was physics.. dont really like the teacher lor.. but hu cares.. she teach i learn thats it.. no need anything else.. = ) after that was art class.. WAH.. my mood really changed since that lesson.. stupid in the first place i was supposed to b in f&n class.. they made a mistake n put me in art class.. then found out that art is damn difficult for me.. i scared i cant make it for art.. but i think just have to cope.. by then.. i was already having a headache.. so no mood at all.. then realised some stuff about another "he" who should nt be named.. but this he .. is nt really any bit of my problem .. but i still feel that he has changed quite abit.. n pieces of stuff abt today kept flashing thru my mind.. he's no longer the guy i used to know.. he was the old self of him.. its nice.. bit i find it wierd.. super quiet.. a lil bit attentive.. but no more with those ppl.. wtf happened to him? i really dunno.. all i know that he's changed.. mayb its gd for him.. but in anywayz.. i have no right to judge him.. hmm.. then just happened that today almost every where i went except for in class i kept "bumping" onto him.. in one way or another.. haha.. i dunno why la.. but .. yeah.. i dunno wad im getting to oso.. haha.. anywayz.. when sch ended.. my stomach n head was damn pain.. i think it was gastric again.. by the time i left sch my mood was already very bad.. by the time i reached home it was super bad.. n then my mother kept pestering me abt the f&n and art thing.. as if i wanted art like that.. but anyways.. she has my interest at heart too right.. haha.. i went to check my hp.. nb.. so many miss call.. i think he forgot that i schling today.. called him. .. he really forgot that i was schooling todayy..not surprised at all haha.. yeah..den i had no mood to tok to him.. told him i will call him later.. i was damn sleepy.. very sleepy.. but jy was at my hm.. so i thought later then slp better.. then me n sam went to buy stuff.. n went to that frenz cafe again..haha.. n ahhh. happy .. everytime i go there.. tok to him.. i will feel better.. but today.. my headache n stomachpain damn pain.. so didnt realli make my mood feel any better.. haiss.. yeap .. den den.. came hm.. bathe.. want to slp.. but cannot slp.. so came to blog n see hu online laa.. hmm.. after this going to practise drawin figures for art.. see how lousy my art really is .. hahaha.. ok la ok la.. i'll end here.. blog tml or next time = )) oh yaa.. some show off asshole.. haha.. she gt her desserts lah.. serve her rite.. *quack quack quack* show off summore la.. show off.. lol.. all the best to her.. n everyone else.. n wish me all the best.. lessons starts tml.. so everbodii get ur spirits up...!

**mmmwaaahhhhh**

``nEhaaa.

*pe0ple.d0.changee.s0me.changgee.fErr.the.betterr.whereass.s0mee.changee.t0.bec0mee.a.bolder.assh0le.0f.oneselff.***

2005-01-01T22:21:00.000-08:00

afternoon.. tml sch's starting already.. finally.. but nw abit nervous.. just woke up.. yesterdae night came back at only 3 i think.. so tired.. its the last day can slp till so late.. tml need to wake up at 5:30.. dunno can anot.. i scared nt used to it.. ; ))
anywayz.. yesterday went to watch meet the fockers.. haha.. stupid n lame show. but quite funny.. should watch.. nc 16.. i haven 16 still can go in sia.. hahaha.. anywayz.. the show damn sick at times.. quite bian tai.. everything oso abt sex.. no wonder nc 16.. bud the little jack very cute.. haha.. *thumbs up to him*
urrrmm.. yesterdae was at haad's place at abt 11 plus.. then we went to watch the show lor.. started at 12:15.. then ended at 2 plus.. her dad sent us back.. hoho.. so tired..
yesterdae mr. dao talked to me sia.. gt a shock.. usually he doesnt talk.. he asked me whether i wanted that stupid thing then i just say no.. haha.. actualli i couldnt see wad was in the bowl.. i nvr wear contacts.. so it didnt look yummy anyway.. so just say no lor.. i still thinkin need to bring wad tml.. n who's my form teacher n blah blah blah.. hahaha.. later on need to get ready stuff for tml.. my uniform la.. make sure everything is right.. so tml no need to rush..
im waiting for my macdonalds.. so hungry.. now home alone.. the rest all nt at hm ma.. then waiting for my mc!! i wante filet o fish.. in the end i duno wad she will buy back.. cos my mom got short term memory.. haha.. currently listening to i'm all about u.. nice nice.. = )
n i hope that i have grown taller~~ hahaha.. kk i''ll end here.. everybody gd luck for tml n wish mi gd luck ahhh..

mwahhhhh.

nEhhaa.

** and everynight there's a new cr0wd.. budd its always u i'm singing about.. ***

2004-12-31T11:23:00.000-08:00

yo.. cant fall asleep sia.. now its 3:23am.. so happy new yr.. nw tokin on the fone with mark~~~ yo ur name's up here.. haha.. omg.. todae has been a nice nice n tired tired day.. first.. i went to urr.. market in the morning.. as i said earlier.. after that went to meet wen hao n gang at roundbox.. we were on the way to taka.. when jeff called n said the venue wa changed to city link.. den we all tell the cab driver to go city link.. stupid basket.. like that oso angry sia the uncle.. haha.. anyway.. performance was great.. better then expected.. damn happy .. = ) cos its my first.. n defintely nt my last.. h0ho.. after that.. damn tired liao.. then .. we sat in wen hao's dad's car.. on the way hm with matt.. then sam called.. asked to go his hse.. so we dropped out of his father's car.. n waited for him to pick us up.. wahlau.. me n matt.. when we stepped into the hse.. we were like " wad the.." all of them dressed so formally lor.. den aunty mary did my hair n make up n gave me a blue gown to wear.. n sam lent matt his suite.. fcuked up.. bud the party was great.. didnt stay countdown though.. my countdown was at hm.. = ) haha.. listening to music.. n tokin to this mark.. haha.. quite nice la.. had time to think of stuff.. n when it finally struck 12.. = ) yeahhh.. 2005.. bud i off everything.. my music the tv.. n sat down closed my eyes.. first 1 min of silence.. n then followed by a short silent prayer to my best friend, god.. yeahh.. = ) the first time i did this.. felt quite good though.. will do this for the following yr hehehehe.. ern.. then after that.. wished everyone happy new yr.. n my fone kept ringing.. i loved every caller.. haha.. = ) its a blessed new yr this time.. hopefully everything will run smoothly..
i was so happy n my heart sank when i saw his msg in my inbox.. i dunno i should b sad or happy.. bud im just glad.. = ) kk.. i'll end here liao.. my hand pain.. n my eyes g0nna shut..

lurrve u all! happy new yr.. take care ahh..

mmwaahhhh.!!

nEhaa.

2004-12-30T20:20:00.000-08:00

yawnss.. its 12:21pm nw..still so super tired.. just came back from the market.. wah..go there.. eat the food damn lousy sia.. yuck not nice not nice.. den ended up drinking coke.. = )
todaes new yr's eve.. later at 4:30 got performace sia.. scared n nervous.. wish me gd luck okay.. after that got to go sam's hse.. help him with his party.. shiok.. haha.. dunno how later.. hopefully everything will go on smoothly.. he lah.. last minute want to hold wad party.. __ den i have to help him.. haha.. bud i dont mind = ) im nice okeh? haha..
currently listening to "wo de cuo" by B A D.. haii.. fucked up song.. haha.. ahh.. sch finally g0nna start.. yeahhhh.. finally.. left tml n sunday only.. december like past faster then november this time sia.. gd gd.. bud i scared first day of school tio suspend.. cos of my hair.. shit shit. how how? i 100% dont want to dye back.. wait long long .. no way im gonna dye back.. waste my time n marneyy.. i have nth to write alreadyy la.. write some other time.. = p )

happy new yr everyone..

mmwaahhhh

bubbyess

nEha..

2004-12-30T04:32:00.000-08:00

pheww.. finally done with my blog.. nt really pleased with it lor.. haha.. so many error.. i duno hw to get rid of those stupid stuff.. irritating me.. anyway.. just be happy with wad i have rite.. todae.. finally i went to buy shoes.. idoit. i wanted checkers.. no size. so i had to make do with kappa. bud hello? its not my size either.. so big.. haiz.. dunno hw la.. after that i was damn tired already cos b4 that i was talking to david for so damn long.. we were talking abt something we nvr ever talked b4 la.. bud it was damn nice.. i felt quite gd.. bud at the same time just wanted to take a knife n stab myself hard.. haha.. really.. i feel like i dunno.. like as if i cant do anything.. but i really cant ah.. i didnt treasure the past.. so its time for me to regret i guess. bud its stupid lor.. i hate feeling this way.. ya okok.. so b4 tokin to david i was hmm.. wad was i doin ah? oh yah.. clearing my closet.. makin room for my shopping spree tml = D ~ hahaha.. = ) tml sure g0nna be more tiring.. ~haix..
hurhur.. im a sinner.. i spent alot alot of marneyy todae on tini tini stuff bud cost like a bomb.. bud i like it ma.. when is it that i really buy things? *almost every 3 days* hahaha.. bud at least i admit im a sinner!~~
wah.. seriously.. my neck damn pain.. **sighs** so many prob.. sch is starting in just a few days **yeahhh* haha..wanna go back.. bud i dun wanna see him.. ahh.. here i go again.. slap me slap me.. = ( ahhh.
i dont understand yy ah after so long i still m back to sqaure 1.. i thought i was over it bud.. whyyy.. why is it that just one message makes a whole lot difference to me? actualli, i asked for it la.. bud its still not fair.. haiz.. im really torn apart.. bud ya.. sch's starting.. mayb i would get distracted bahx.. yeahh. wish me gd luck ok ?
haha.. i think i'll stop here.. wanna take a bath n all.. = D.. bbubbyess.. love u all..
**mmmwwahhhhhh****
nEhaa.. +

2004-12-26T03:30:00.000-08:00

y0z.. haha.. i change my blog web again lah.. 2day nth much happen.. didnt g0 out.. was slackin the whole day.. plannin to go to sentosa this comin tues.. hurhur.. <> .. ya. then should b goin thinkin wad to do on new yr's eve.. i think already gonna haf a busy day on that day.. *sighs* ahh.. okok.. ive nth to blog sia.. blog some other time..
+ Neha +